You can dangle your carrot..

But I ain't going to reach for it.

I'm fighting back not eating at 9:14 this morning.
Over the weekend I lived on 6 apples and 2 carrots and alpine water.
Then yesterday, inside a house, with lovely people.. I got fed.

2 oatbran muffins.
A salad with oily olives, sundried tomatos.. avocado.
A huge mango.
2 bananas.
A HUGE amount of sultanas, dried fruit and nuts..

I said to myself, don't vomit.
So I didn't, and now its sitting in my gut.
I can feel it there.
I'm not hungry but I want to eat to get rid of it.
Since when does eating remove the problems caused by eating?

I have a quarter of a watermelon, that can be my breakfast lunch dinner.
Go for a run, you lazy fuck.
I need that tattooed on my forehead.